Puttin me down

Putting me down won't make me think better of you. You suppose to bring me up and raise my spirits. I hate when I'm feeling bad you make me feel worse. Why do I even try to try. I love you with all my heart but things you say crushes it. I thought in a relationship if someone is sad and not feeling right the other person is suppose to make sure they ok. If I feel a certain way, you aren't doing nothing to make me see different. When I am wrong I admit my faults. When I broke your heart I did everything in my power to fix it. I pray everyday for us. I do love u with every piece of my soul but I can't take your hurt. If u can't speak to me with a heart I don't want to hear it. I deserve the best. I guess its my bad for thinking you are the best.
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What Am I

Am I crazy for thinking the way that I do. Am I crazy for wanting unconditional love.

Am I seeing things that aren't true. Am I seeing things that I'm only thinking of.

Am I making things up that aren't happening. Am I making things up to make people mad.

Am I stupid because I let things keep going. Am I stupid because I let myself be sad.

I really don't know what I am. I really don't have no one to tell me who I am.

I am lost
I am sad
I am depressed
I am alone
I am nothing....
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