I Want To Be Surprised

I want to be surprised:

with flowers at my job.

with dinner and a movie out of nowhere.

with a gift just because.

with a spa day.

with a massage.

with not having to treat.

with a card that says how u feel.

with somethin out of the ordinary.

with a adventure.

just to be surprised.

I would be so happy to get somethin out of the blue for no reason that would be a surprise but for me surprises never happen.
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Found out the worse news

Last night as I sit and watch tv I get a text. This text was something I didn't like see nor could imagine how it felt to type. When I read those words I was so hurt and felt pain in my heart. I hated that what I was reading wasn't a dream. I wanted it to be not real. My friend had to have surgery to get her tube and her unborn removed. I can not express the pain I feel for her nor can I know what she is going through. I am so happy that she is still alive but I don't every like for women to have to loose their child. Unborn, born, young, or old I hat to here a mother has lost a child. I pray everyday that I don't have to go through that pain in my life. And I also know that I don't have any problems that some else can't beat. I really believe that no one hurts more then the next. We all hurt the same but in different ways. I pray for my friend and her family because it is a trying time for them all. Me knowing that everything has a purpose helps me through so I hope everyone look at the bigger picture and know its ok.

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